LF has been attempting to monopolize my time, with mild success I may add. Friday night she made the statement that she was going to come over. Mind you, I was busy trying to recover from my Thursday night of binge drinking and felt really under the weather. I lost the battle and ended up having to pray forgiveness to the porcelain god. Evil... yet another reminder to never mix my beer and liquor.
Friday LF came over and we ended up watching a movie. We ended up watching Boiler Room. Such a great movie, about how a kid gives up his illegal card room business and instead gets looped into an illegal stock selling business. The scary thing is that it is feasible, and has been done before. Talking up stocks as "the next microsoft" and then selling at the top and watching it crash. Really sad how some people get sucked into that.
So after a little head and some head games, she went back home and allowed me to recover.
The next day, I woke up and played some WoW. I really want to build up my Warrior character to become a Tank for my guild, so I can run the end-game instances with them. I'm close, I just need to pick up a few more pieces of gear and I'm set. Throughout the day, LF was continuously sending me messages letting me know what she was up to. She let me know that she was going to soccer, leaving soccer, had a good game, etc.... Finally later that afternoon I touched base with her and she threw out a great idea. She wanted to go see BodyWorlds 3 at OMSI. I was feeling broke, as I have an upcoming home purchase, but she volunteered to pay for us, so it sounded good to me.
I got a text from my friend Carl seeing what was up, so I ended up talking LF into letting Carl meet us for some food at a local pub. We ended up hanging out until about 11pm, I actually had a few beers to help ease my drinking back in. Carl ended up staying around the pub until midnight or 1am. After the pub, of course LF wanted to come back to my home and make out.
Sunday was much of the same. LF yet again wanted to hook up with me, tried to get me to go play some pickup soccer. We ended up just meeting around 5pm and heading with Carl over to Madison's for wings and beer. 3 orders of wings and 3 pitchers of beer later, everything was all good. We dropped Carl off, headed to my place where the head games ensued yet again. Man that girl likes to give head. Not that I complain at all, but it's the whole relationship thing that is getting into the way.
Sum had texted me Saturday asking if we'd ever do anything again (so I have to line something up this week), SR is coming back from her cruise soon, etc. So many balancing acts. LF said that she wanted to stay the night at least 50% of the time that she sleeps with me. But that's a huge jump for me. When a woman begins to stay the night, it starts to become a relationship. Ugh.. such a balance. It's not that I don't want one, I just don't want the commitment expectations. On her side, she said that she wants it like that because she doesn't want to feel 'used'. Well, I call her the next day usually, right? We still go out and do things after I sleep with her... so what's the issue? Needless to say, this will be a kink that will either a) be worked out or b) cause the situation to fail. Either way, I'll ride it (and her) while I can.
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