It's nice to feel loved...

But sometimes it begins to get suffocating. I tend to alternate between an INTP and ESTP personality type. I once took a personality test and the results that came out where pretty much accurate, although I tend to take those with a grain of salt. Right now, I think I'm starting to swing towards my INTP personality where I'd rather be left alone and not deal with the concerns and relationships with other women. Frankly, I'd love to be able to spend a week or so just down in my basement playing my World of Warcraft game and chill for awhile.

However, if I do that, I know that I will lose the companionship that I do currently have. You can never take someone for granted. I guess this is some of the growth period that I need to go through.

SR got back into town and I spoke a bit with her. I let her know that I had a cold, and she offered to bring me over some soup and take care of me. That's 3 offers now. Between SR, LF and Sum, I know that one of them is going to move on. Out of the 3, Sum is most likely the one. She's already asked me if I've moved on (since I didn't come and see her immediately after she got back from Morocco), but I said no. In fact, I do like spending time with her, we have a lot of similarities in our professions, between our cats and we're both easy going. However, I think she's looking for more attention, and between those three I don't have much spare time to provide.

On top of all of this, a new opportunity has arisen. I once went out with a girl, AL, who I play a lot of soccer with and am on multiple teams with. She's pretty cool, good personality, analytical like I am, into science as I am and can hold her own. However on the one date we went on, I did mention my divorce, and that seemed to chase her off. Not that I'm really hung up on my divorce, granted there are some open questions I need to work through, but all in all it doesn't affect the relationships that I have besides the fact that I don't want a committed relationship right now.

But recently AL has started contacting me again. Like out of the blue, in one day I get multiple emails from her, and a text message. She asked if I was going to the Timbers game tonight, and if she would see me there. Hrm. We'll see how tonight goes, especially since I'm sure that LF will be there as well, and SR might throw a surprise and show up at the game as well. Could get very interesting tonight....